Yesterday, I wrote about signs and portents and why I like birthdays. I mentioned that I liked birthdays because of astrology and the illusion of certainty. The other reason I like birthdays is the opportunity to reflect on what has occurred and what I hope will occur. My birthday is in December. The echo of Pamela Jo's birthday this week has me looking at the joint project we've been working on the last two years. The Zambian films. It has been a long and wild ride.
On both of our birthdays, I found myself reflecting on the value of our lives and our contributions. We're a bit different but Pamela Jo and I are very similar in that we have both wanted to make films for decades. That's right, decades. I spent 17 years teaching. She spent 17 years raising a family in northern Mexico. Both waiting, waiting, waiting to do the thing we love, the thing we want to do, the creative work we hoped to have. Upon this year's birthday reflection, I had a most reassuring realization. I realized that — if either of us died tomorrow — we would both know that we have been able to accomplish a significant life dream. We made a film. In fact, we made two films. Do you have any idea how many people say they want to do that? It must be in the millions. We did it. And we did it in Africa, for heaven's sake, we did it in Africa.
As we work on the edit of BAD TIMING and VOICE OF AN AFRICAN NATION, I am so pleased at how well it's coming together. Now that we're no longer focusing on hearings and evidence and lawyers, all of our creative energy is going into the films and it is good.
We grew up in a generation where one is always trying to do good, trying to do the "right" thing, trying to make a difference in the world. Touch the world in a positive way. We had made the decision that, no matter what, we were going to make sure both films got done and distributed so that the Zambian actors could share their work with the world and the Crew could share their experience through the doc. By the end of February, we will have both films ready for the audio mix and distribution. Of course, we'll begin with the festival circuit. I do think audiences will want to see Zambia's first effort.
I think this is a good thing that we have done and are doing. The film of a Zambian story, directed by a Zambian, starring Zambians. A film done by a committed crew of fourteen. As I reflect on the path of our lives, the influence of the heavens on our paths, I am satisfied with what is happening.
And, when the films are done, I get to do the thing I want to do most of all, write the script we've been sitting on since October 20 (I know the date because I was in New York for Alec's birthday). It's an amazing story that I want to get in front of other creative women. I think of Kathy Bates as a director. Pamela Jo thinks of Meryl Streep for Anne. I think of Jennifer Connelly for Mary. I'm planning a research trip for early March with three solid weeks of writing. I can hardly wait.
Next year, on my birthday, I want to be reflecting on the completion of the story of Anne and Mary and knowing the difference this story made in the world. It is an amazing and powerful story that will make a difference. At least we sure think so.